Live Out The Dream: Archive

“Into marvelous light I’m running, out of darkness, out of shame, By the cross...”

– Marvelous Light by Charlie Hall

Mar 7th

Lord help me….

Jan 21st

A- I do not understand how you can be so negative all the time. I say that it is time to have a Jesus moment and get some happiness in your life. Living the blessed life is not a hard thing to do. I hope you figure it out soon, or you and I are going to have problems.

Jan 14th

Sometimes I feel like I don’t fit.

Dec 22nd

Dear Santa:

For Christmas I would like- A back scratcher Thank you!

Dec 9th

Everytime we talk, some kind of argument arises. I hate this. I am told to be more sensitive towards you because you are going through a rough time, but when you make me feel like crap am I just supposed to take it? I stand up for myself and I am told to just stop. When I am supposed to be sensitive towards you, you make it very hard especially when you are being a jerk to me. WHAT AM I...

Dec 3rd

Sometimes I miss the past. It then makes me wonder, How do I get back to that place? The place where I lived life out loud, I was alive in Christ, and in any situation I was okay. I was happy, I made others happy, and I was content with how my life was. I did not worry about my future, because I put in all in God’s hands. I look through old yearbooks, all those memories, all those...

Nov 30th

I am not happy and I do not know why. :(

Nov 25th

I want to be able to read without forgetting what I just read after one sentence. I don’t understand. I used to be able to read great, but now I read one sentence and can’t even tell ya what it said. :(

Nov 19th

Dear Monday, Come faster please!

Sep 3rd

College

Whole new world…

Aug 24th

God, Your will be done!

Sometimes I wonder why things happen. I have dreams that one day he will walk again and the relationship would be restored. I don’t know exactly what to think. It makes me sad on how the past never became their future. I really hope things work out for them. They need each other, why can’t they see that!

Aug 12th

I wonder...

Sometimes I stare off into space looking for something but never finding anything. I need a revival in me, Please God!

Aug 4th

I LOVE YOU! God is so great! Even though He has shut so many doors that I just wanted to keep open, they closed. I couldn’t see why He did close them, but now I do. He has so many other doors opening and I cannot wait to see all that He has in store for me on the other side of the doors. “Maybe not CWI.” He says. But where? I applied other places now, God is moving! I can...

Mar 23rd

i love

YOU!

Mar 6th

4 Hours!!

I studied for four stinkin hours and ended up with a D on my test!!! Bad Day!

Feb 17th

Woot Woot

Swollen ankle, hurt lower back, back of my thigh pulled…. woo!! Basketball!! haha But I love playing so bring on the pain! hahaha Hello 18!!!!!!!

Dec 29th

Our new family tradition is to never do the exact same thing two years in a row! hahah GREAT!

Dec 27th

Dec 26th

It’s like you only tell me these great things when you know that I am taken. What about when I was single, did you not realize it then or something? I’m sorry, I’m taken, I’m Happy!!!

Dec 25th

I'm Happy but....

Somtimes I wonder why people say certain things. It’s like they don’t think when they are talking, goodness! I didn’t invite certain people cause i never talk to them and all they do is cause trouble, so why would i want them there…

Dec 25th

Good friend likes other friend…. they have only met in person once, but they talk to each other more then they talk to me now! REALLY? Weird

Dec 18th

wow....

sometimes people can be so inconsiderate like its insane!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nov 25th

I don't get it...

why do i seem to do this to myself? I think im going on the right track but then somehow i disappoint myself. WHY?!

Nov 23rd

“In this life you will have trouble, but take heart; I have overcome the world.”

– Jesus

Nov 23rd

When times are hard-

Play basketball… Basketball is my get away place!! LOVE IT

Oct 29th

I gave blood today...

*The lady missed my vain and had to move the needle around until she found it. Ouchie!!!

Oct 26th

Sometimes-

I need to remember to Just Breathe! p.s. I already miss you!

Sep 24th

Sometimes....

I just wish I had courage. Just to be able to tell things like it is. To know what I want to say and say it! Why does that come so hard?! Why can’t I just stick up for me, why am I not able to know what to do, or say, or think? Its as though everything that I thought would always be there…..isn’t. God gave me a path to follow, so why is it so hard for me to see it!! Sometimes, I...

Aug 16th

I know.....

I wish things could just be easy sometimes. It’s like you make it worse then what it should be for no reason at all! Please just forgive me! I’m Sorry! It wasn’t supposed to end like this! God has such a big plan for your life, i hope you realize it!

Aug 5th

“Some called Him a prophet, some called Him a Liar, and some called him Lord....”

– Seriously DVD

Aug 2nd

Jul 15th

Stereotypes-

Ugh, “they” have stereotyped people way to much! Its so uncalled for. Especially if “they” really knew the people, “they” would know that they really arent even close to how people say they are! It has gotten way to ridiculous. Why can’t people see that I am different? I really am. But its over the years people have seen different things, that then they...

Jul 15th

““You were only give this life because you were strong enough to live...”

– Things I saw over the year!

Jul 3rd

““Believe in yourself, and all that you are. And know that there is...”

– Just quotes I have came across every now and then. But the last one, a good friend once told me that one!!

Jun 27th

Seize Your Purpose-

BREAKAWAY!!!!!!!

Jun 27th

“Be Satisfied with what you have. The Lord has promised that He will not leave us...”

– Hebrews 13:5

Jun 27th

YAY-

It’s good to know that I am not alone. Giving God everything in every situation, just gives you a great feeling.

Jun 6th

Ya..

So basically, tonight was good. i officially am just done! done with all that has happened, done with people and attitudes, just done!! it feels nice! (now only if i could just not be such a pushover! haha)

May 30th

““I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just...”

May 28th

Ugh-

Aggrivated Confused Headache Concerned Blah -welcome to my day!

May 28th

Today-

…was a very good day! :) tomorrow- church, go to kenzies, then graduation, graduation parties, then billies!! Busy Busy! I’m excited! :)

May 24th

May 23rd

Watch

May 23rd

““A woman must not be taught by the protecton of man, but must learn to protect...”

May 23rd

“When life is to hard to stand, kneel!”

May 23rd