Live Out The Dream

I just wish I had courage. Just to be able to tell things like it is. To know what I want to say and say it! Why does that come so hard?! Why can’t I just stick up for me, why am I not able to know what to do, or say, or think? Its as though everything that I thought would always be there…..isn’t. God gave me a path to follow, so why is it so hard for me to see it!!

Sometimes, I just want to get away, start over, renew it all!

But, its what I have gone through that has gotten me to where I am, made me strong, brought me through. So why can’t I just remember that?!